I'VE ALWAYS SEARCHED TO IMPROVE MYSELF
because deep down, I wanted to matter. And I'd give almost anything to know that I did. Starting out as a teen in Humble, Texas, I wanted to fit in, be accepted, and get attention. So, I focused on being pretty and larger than life so boys in Mustang convertibles would notice. Eventually, one did, and we wed. I devoted all my love, time, and energy to him, our children, and the Bible study and youth group we ran at our local church. Give, give and give some more because that's what was expected.
Until one day, I looked in the mirror and didn’t recognize the eyes looking back at me. My life wasn’t mine, and my marriage was over. My husband lost his way in a string of affairs. And I was left feeling completely unprepared financially, emotionally, and mentally to raise my three children and pay a house note all on my own. I remember standing in the shower for a long time, crying to God and asking: “Why, why me? Why do I feel so all alone? What have I ever done to deserve the life I have? What is left for me?”
GOD SENT ME ON A PATH
God knew. The fateful night I left my husband and knocked, in the rain, on my mother's door in a cry for help, God sent me on a path. He knew who and what to send me. It took a psychologist, a thought leader, and a set of presence practices, designed especially for women, for me to make peace and forgiveness with the darkness of my past, to realize how much I was pretending to be someone else just to be seen and heard, to see how I could finally receive, not just give, all that God wanted for me.
Never once did I stray from His voice or my faith. In fact, it became louder and easier to hear as I surrendered my ego to these understandings, knowledge, and practices. I didn't just pray to God; His presence became an experience. I learned to be in tune with Him on all levels - spiritually, emotionally, and physically, all the time. It has brought me the purest of joys, passion, and grace while receiving materially all I needed all the time. It's a new peace that surpasses all understanding.
A NEW PEACE
It was time for God to reveal my true mission. After rebuilding my life through two marriages, gaining my Doctorate, and excelling in Corporate America, I realized I had had enough. I am not leaving this planet until a new generation of Christian women awakens to the experience of God and learning what true presence and connectivity can do for them, their relationship with God, and their lives. That's what matters to me.
As Christian women, we often look like we have it all together on the outside but suffer from sadness, pain, feeling inadequate, lonely and full of self-judgment on the inside. The prayer, meditation, and communion practices (that have been revealed to me) help Christian women enhance their faith and break through the blame game, fear, judgement and stress so they can live in the freedom of knowing their deepest desires and dreams are all possible and that their faith is truly unshakeable.
It’s no longer enough in our busy modern world to simply seek God’s will in Bible study, church, or just to be saved. It’s time to experience God, so we can truly receive all the blessings He has in store for us and for us to develop a deeper faith and connection with God so we are guided by Him moment to moment.
IT’S YOUR TIME
Even though the world is filled with judgment, mixed truths, and chaos, you can step into a new way of living a happy and effortless life. The shift is easy, and it’s your time.
I’ve been blessed to travel throughout Texas, speaking to Christian women and communities, sharing the “New Good News,” and teaching the practices that allow us to fully experience God’s will, plan, and presence in our lives. My book, Awaken, is an accessible account of my personal story and the points of light and wisdom that guided my path. My new website is the new online hub where Christian women can renew their faith in Christ and themselves.
